Yeah, that's it. I wish to stop returning to my vomit, like a dog, to stop seeing that I have just put my wife through an evening of negativity spuing out of my whole being, that is after it's happened. I want to see it,, and through my self in fr...
What first comes to mind is that I see myself constantly pining after some life goal that I feel slipping away. Or, in a mopey sadness at the realization of seeing a life goal that is already slipped away. "Oh, poor me" "maybe I could come back ag...
I was approached in a coffee shop in New York City by a couple of students that were recruiting. I went to their class and was part of this work group before going out on the road in 1998. Thankfully, they gave me a reading list and have been reading through it since.
What would you like to learn?
I pray to find the ability to master myself.
About Me:
I travel and sing for a living. Jame's world is a huge blessing to my life as I feel it has made it possible for me to feel the stability of being part of and contected to others with interest in working.
Feeling smoothe today, no worries, just rolling through, I arrived at work to find that my "ex-boss" had come to visit. I had many an issue with the man and once even got into a big argument with him. I tried to avoid him, yet at one momment he was there infront of me and reached for a hug. He had a big smile on his face and I felt like an actor as I hugged him back, feeling like I needed to be careful of his possible knife that could come out of his mouth toward my general existence and yet I pretended to be happy to see him. I saw myself pretending like I had missed him. I felt that he knew the truth as well, yet we both went on with this charade. I sat at my desk, put on my ipod and did a meditation. After, I felt better and more able to accept myself.